Suicide...

Suicide...

My life is so messed up...
I feel so alone...
This knife in my heart....
All I want to do is be at home...
To have peace in my heart...
I don't know where to turn...
I just want the pain to go away...
God send an Angel my way....

Sitting in a corner...
Life flashing before my eyes...
How did I end up here I say...
Rocking in a corner....
Tears down my face...
Lord...
Please bring my heart to a happy place...

Want to rise...
Fighting for my life...
Trying to resist the urge...
I don't want this but I can't make the choice to stop...
Satan laughing at me...
But then hope comes for my life...
God brings me back into his family...
He says it's ok to go towards the white light...

Sitting in a corner...
Life flashing before my eyes...
How did I end up here I say...
Rocking in a corner....
Tears down my face...
Lord...
Please bring my heart to a happy place...

Trev...

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Destroyed Heart

Destroyed Heart...

You destroyed my heart...
You left me for dead....
Decided to pursue your selfish desires...
Curse your bed...
No matter what you did...
I'm getting back up...
My victory is your demise...
Karma is your nightmare...
God will judge your life...

To my heart you don't exist...
You don't deserve mercy you pathetic pig...
Your life is a blur....
Have fun in Hell...
Your soul will rot..
This to you I tell...

My heart is no longer yours...
Took my freedom back...
You have no use...
My kids will never call you dad...
You are a deadbeat...
& a no more to me....
Your existence is nonexistent you see...

To my heart you don't exist...
You don't deserve mercy you pathetic pig...
Your life is a blur....
Have fun in Hell...
Your soul will rot..
This to you I tell...

This is dedicated to anyone mistreated or abused in anyway...

Trev...

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My heart

My heart...

My heart is not the same...
No one is to blame...
My hope is already gone...
No matter what I do...
I can't stop thinking about you...
Can't believe that all of us is gone...

My hope is left in the mountains...
My belief in myself is shamed...
How could I hurt the love of my life...
My heart will never be the same...

So much hurt causing a tear in her left eye...
The blue of her sparkle was taken away...
I truly wish I had the right words to say....

My hope is left in the mountains...
My belief in myself is shamed...
How could I hurt the love of my life...
My heart will never be the same...

Trev...

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